My world

Pitter patter the rain drops fall
Can’t you hear my thunder call?

Lightening striking across the sky;
Storming because all I wanted was you and I

You hit my core making the earth quake
Rocks fall from the mountains as I shake

Crashing frantically like the deep sea;
Instead of growing like the big oak tree

Now I smother above in a great grey cloud
You’re not having my sun, you’re not aloud

Soon I will let out a shining ray
The grass will grow again some day

My fruits and flowers will re grow
Sweeping you away with my winds strong blow

My skies will be returning back to blue
The birds will be singing songs that sing true

One day another will come along and insert;
Planting their seed in my loving dirt

You’re the one standing on sinking sand
I could rid of you and hide you under my land

But I send you beyond the stars in outer space
I no longer want you in my world's magical place.

Buried and gone

My hearts beating but I can't hear the sound
It's buried in the dirt 6 feet under ground
Surrounded by crows and a big barking hound
I buried it far where it will never be found

My good half I hid in a cave
Try to love me; you will have to be brave
The dark side has swallowed don't try and save
You will have to chain me down before I behave
The old me is buried and gone in the grave
So say goodbye, blow a kiss and wave

My hearts beating but I can't hear the sound
It's buried in the dirt 6 feet under ground
Surrounded by crows and a big barking hound
I buried it far where it will never be found

My feelings I left behind
You created me, now don't you wish you were kind
For I am coming to suffocate your incapable mind
Your bones I am about to break then grind
Goodbye you living dead for I you will never find
To the devil my soul I have already signed

My hearts beating but I can't hear the sound
It's buried in the dirt 6 feet under ground
Surrounded by crows and a big barking hound
I buried it far where it will never be found

Beat again

Place fairy dust in my mind, let's see what magic I might find

To feel something again would be sweet, just one heart beat

Just one tear, I want to feel something even fear

I have become numb and cold hearted, I lost myself and was departed

In the mist I still roam, self confusion to where is home

Thought I'd found the way out, but here I am in my mind still having a shout

Torn between a world of insanity and lies, surrounded by everything that I despise

Where do I fit? I'm sick of falling in this snake pit!

Just one heart beat; just one tear, I want to feel something even fear

Others abuse; lie, rape, murder, manipulate, drink driving, self conscious, vanity, this is insanity!

To experience the pleasures of what? Tell me what have we truly got?

We come with nothing and leave what we teach behind, what's so wrong in living kind

Don't you want to leave behind respect and knowledge? Druggie sex pest or educated at college?

It isn't hard to find the way, just get off that path, go on stray!

You have created this monster in me where I don't feel, now I want to change this and get you real

You effect the people around, your attitude and behaviour is what others have found

Just one heart beat; just one tear, now I remember what I fear

I can't change the world but I can start with myself, I hope you follow in good health.

Angels in your heart

I see angels dancing in your heart, but are they pure or are they dark?

I can't see past the smile you hold, are you dust or solid gold?

And as time goes by the truth will unfold, stories of truth and lies will be told

Angels of good and angels of sin, traits you choose for a pleasured grin

Liars only lie to themselves, lack of security craving something else

Please yourself and live in vain, show no remorse how to yourself you bring shame!

Have respect for yourself and others; treat everyone like sisters and brothers

If you are true to yourself this will show, watch how everyone will love to know

The trait you choose is the one you create; you won’t see me at hells gate.

Dead and Twisted

I live in a forest surrounded by dead twisted broken trees
No people or animals just grey clouds and a cold heavy breeze
I like the sense of danger and not knowing what to expect
I like the dark nights, shadows lurking, any noise is suspect!

I like the crows that watch eagerly from above
I have never experienced anything more to want love
I have become comfortable in the cold rainy days
I have become happy in my un-happy ways

Killed from the moment I could breathe
And in a happy ending you want me to believe?
Anything alive that enters my forest runs from me
So here in my dead forest of twisted trees I stay but free
I have all the space to do what I want and be what I want to be

But still alone and misunderstood, confused in the wood
Leave? I am trapped in this way; I wouldn't be here if I could
I was designed by my surroundings that moulded
Now the truths come out and all the creases have unfolded

I live in a forest surrounded by dead twisted broken trees
No people or animals just grey clouds and a cold heavy breeze.